One year ago i was sitting in S0pf (https://www.deviantart.com/s0pf)'s bedroom, thinking about my future, my hopes, my turbulent life.
I thought that ninteen years was too much for my little brain, but not so much for my experiences.
I am so sad, really so sad like every bday. I feel every time younger than my real age. I am turning 20 and it's a freaky, crazy, awful thing.
When u are 14 u will always grow up, become older and make your own business. When i was 14, my only feelings were have fun with Barbies and play with mom. When i was 17 i didnt feel like a 17 year old girlie, indeed much more younger. When i turned 18 my world crashed out, cause i had ever t